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Posted by josh at February 9, 2012
Tags: 2012 February  Loneliness

I guess I think I should just tell my story even though random ppl will know. Whatever. Anyway, I'm single guy after 3 years of dating this amazing girl. She left me without a true reason back may of 2011. Its almost been a full year since I seen her face or talked to her. I cnt help but think about her still to this day. I'm not the most attractive guy but I wouldn't say I'm ugly. My confidence is shot. I can't get pass saying "hey" to a girl without pussying out and wondering if she thinks I'm lame. My friends and even my cousins who I grow up with barely talks to me. I'm solonely. Sometimes I think living is a waste. That I'm a waste. I mean really? What am I doing here? No one acknowledge me anymore. Not entirely. I play video games becuz that's all I'm capable of. I have a job but its a dead end and I hate it there. So I'm 21. Single. Lonely. Death seems like the only option at times. I know becuz I think about it at times. I'm christian. I pray that God will send someone who will relate to me on a high lvl to feel the void in my life. To give apurpose of living. I don't wanna die. But I don't wanna be a nobody forever. Help me. Plz


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By anonymous at 21,Feb,12 00:54

You said u are a christian, then u know only god can fill that void. Start serving him and start winning people souls for god. I used to feel void.inside me before too, im.the type of.guy.who.party and get girls but still I feel empty inside. Accept god and.start serving.him,.u will.different and.get ur.confidence.back..dont live in the past or regrets. Think about it as lesson learned...:)


By anonymous at 21,Feb,12 04:02

Wow that is the worst advice you could possibly give.


By anonymous at 21,Feb,12 04:03

A thorough reading and understanding of the Bible is the surest path to atheism. -Donald Morgan


By anonymous at 23,Feb,12 00:26

Your story is identical to mine. My ex was a natural anti-depression medication. When we were together, my troubles melted away. I loved her so much. When she left me for reasons that she wouldn't specify, I was so heartbroken. That destroyed my self-confidence, I can't even approach other women in public because I think they won't like me. Today my ex and I are still friends. She's the ONLY person that I'm not related to that ever calls me. She's always trying to cheer me up by saying "you'll find someone" but sadly I'm not a real man and I NEVER have the balls to even try to meet new people. I've just wrapped myself in a cocoon of self-pity. It's shooting down my GPA and ruining my odds of getting my degree. I can never do anything with my life. I'm so meek that I don't even have the courage to say "hi" to that girl sitting across from me on the train. I just get scared and trap myself in that cocoon. What a great life :(


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