My father lives with me. Rent free, free groceries, free cable, free Internet. I feel like I need him to live with me. He fixes things. But lately I've been stressing out about my supporting him. I think it might not be so bad if he cleaned the house more. He always does the dishes, which is nice. The other problem is his loud talking which turns into yelling. I'm so sick of him yelling at me! He yells at me for stupid stuf. I can't handle his temper anymore. I want to tell him he needs to move someplace else. But the thought of that makes me wanna cry. I love him to pieces. But I think the longer we live together, the more bitter I feel towards him. Plus I'm a grown single woman, an scared I'll stay single with him living with me. I feel like he thinks life owes him or something. I know he barely has any money. Yes an my mother worked while he stayed home. Then they divorced. I'm embarassed for him too. My friends hate that I let him live off me. An they hate that he yells at me. I guess it's what happens with any roommate complaints. But since he's living here free, shouldn't he be nicer an cleaner. I know. Not every1 is considerate. It just kills me, my own dad don't see how I'm so riddled with anxiety, because of him. He blames all my friends an my job for the anxiety. I've had butterflies in my stomach since I was 11. Besides me feeling like my dad is a dead beat yelling lazy crazy argumentive old man. That I love! LoL. My job does suck. Every1's probably does. It's just a crazy circus where I work an it exhausts me. I'm afraid to quit cuz I just started getting benefits, which aren't that great, but I never had a job with benefits. An i've been with the company 12years. I'm in therapy. An he says my job will always be stressful an I should find another job. Which is true, but who wants to look for a job. An no matter where I work, it seems my bosses just keep getting younger. My latest supervisor is 24. LoL. So my work life sux! An my home life sux! An I'm single. My boyfriend broke up with me 4 years ago, because I had my dad move in with me. I think he could see that it was gonna be a future problem. I hate just workin to get by, an being miserable in all aspects of my life. What is the purpose? | |
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