So here's my story. I feel like a loser. I have no money, no car, and am close to homeless. I have no one that I can really turn to for support on any matter. My family isn't around anymore, I only have one close friend (one that is in no position to help), and I just got out of my longest relationship (due to my current situation). I haven't kept a job for anything more than a year (my own fault and I understand that). I have tried opening up my own business in a field that I am really good at(or so I thought) and enjoy doing. I have tried to go back to school and educate myself to be a better person in society, but was forced to drop out because I couldn't get enough financial aid. I have tried loans for school and seem to not be able to get approved. I have found scholarships, but never end up being good enough. Which leads me to my next point. I never seem to be good enough for anything. I try my hardest and put my mind to things, but never ever seem to be good enough...I have actually been told by many that I am "good, just not good enough". With all my trying, I never seem to get anywhere. I follow through with things, I very rarely quit before I know something is completely finished. I follow a good life style (by this I mean I am polite, I hold the door open for people, I "mind my p's and q's" for lack of a better statement). I just don't know what to do anymore. I am fed up with never being good enough, with never being able to achieve or excel at anything. I have been told that if I don't like something then I need to change, and I have tried. I have tried everything I can think of and still I come out on the bottom. I know there are people who are worse off than I am, but I still feel like a loser... | |
as far as your job situation goes, you said you had not been able to keep a job for more than a year. did u quit yourself? were you fired? if you quit yourself and it was somehow your fault, then make sure not to fall into the same trap again. look for whatever. fast food, cashier, anything until you get yourself back up. you said you received financial aid at one point, why not file for unemployment or some kind of aid until you get yourself together? i would offer more advice but you did not go into detail about your situation. good luck.
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