I hate my mom and I hate my dad and my grandmother. I started smoking weed and cigarettes when I was 12 years old because of the stress with living at home with my mother and grandmother. I never really got to see my father because of my stepmother and I hate that cause now I think it is his fault, too but it is not. It is hers.
I want to runaway and go to my friend's house so so bad but after reading some of these stories I do not know what to do anymore. I have a boyfriend and I love him so so much, but he lives in another town, and sometimes I wonder if he is cheating on me!! I really screwed up my life, too, because I have had sex with so many dudes, and given them head so many times that everyone in my school calls me a whore. A friend, well at least I thought she was my friend, talks behind my back and now I do not wanna be friends with her, but I do not know what to say to her about it. This is all the reasons why I wanna run away. I am a 14 year old girl and I really need some help. If anyone knows what I can do please help me. |
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where do you live ?
yea life does suck , but u dont have the worst ! my mom is dead and my father is an asshole,i seen my mom die when i was 11 years old. she got stab by a man and i couldnt help ! i have no more family exept my sister that been kick out of america for 2 years allready ,since i was 6 years old i seen my mom doing drugs and my dad too! i use to wake up to go to school and both of my parents were past out drunk . when i came back home i didnt had nothing to eat ! im a 14 year old kid that just want to die ! i wish i was like any other kid but sadly im not ! i think that solution of all this is time. i decided to do good in school and not get arrested no more so when i grow up i can have enough money to live with a family that really loves me ! im not a gay kid but if you dont have love you feel like shit ! inside of my body i feel empty and i feel like i got no choise but dealing with life ! i been smokin weed since i was 13 to deal with all the strees ! seriously i knoe what you mean , and it sucks for kids like you and me that have to deal with grown people problems ! i would be happy if this really help !! and dont run away i done it before ! soon or later you would miss home no matter how much you hate it !
seriously just try to do good and stop talking to so many guys so in the future it would be better ! take care ....
oh yes..and for the people who dont have friends....try making an effort...dont exspect people to randomly walk up 2 and take interest - ....and who on earth cares if you live in a trailor park or where u come from -so many great people come from the same situation!!! use ur situation to motivate urself to be better..work harder..
.......and for the broken hearts out there...yes it wil hurt for nw but just think how exciting it will be to find some one new and fall inlove all over again...if ur man doesnt want to be with u - let him go... if u treated him well he will regret it in future
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