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Posted by anonymous at February 6, 2012
Tags: Family  2012 February  Health

Im Bex from Minnesota. & heres just a TINY speck of my shitpile called Life...
Lost my father 9mos ago & had to sit in the ICU every single day as he got sicker & sicker until i got the call at 3a.m that he had passed. sine then my opiate addiction has spiraled out of control. i take pills all day~everyday & no longer care about time between or wtf im mixing really. ONE month ago i started shooting up. im already full of scars & ALL i can think about is my father looking down on me with sadness. i confessed this also to my disabled mother whom i care for full time. its bad enough that SHE cares for ME when my withdrawals are SO fucking bad i cant even MOVE. Two months before my dad died..my Gpa died also. last may my friend vinny overdosed. my cousin was diagnosed with hiv. ive lost 3 more friends due to overdoses, suicide & murder. also lost my gma a few years ago. death has surrounded me ALOT the past couple of years. my depression is SO bad that i FEAR the next day when this day hasnt even fully started. im so afraid of being sick that it causes insomnia from all the anxiety i have. listen to me when i say this PLEASE: im NOT here to whine. im here to hopefully give someone hope & make people understand that even though life DOES indeed suck..someone else always has it worse than you AND me. some of the shit ive read here brought me to tears. hopefully i can use this site as a form of diary..& that someone will respond. im glad i stumbled upon this site. its cool theres things like this around for people like us that may feel they have no outlet for their emotions. cuz writing/typing DOES help. ALOT. thanks to whoever may have read this...your stories gave me some hope & i hope some of mine can maybe even do the same.
much love...Bex from Minnesota xx


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By anonymous at 17,Feb,12 23:13

i can pee in your butt if it will make you feel better
By anonymous at 18,Feb,12 19:20

lol , he really needs some butt action ;)
By anonymous at 18,Feb,12 20:35

Can guys really pee with erections? No way!


By anonymous at 17,Feb,12 23:55

I get your pain. All my life I have been questioning myself: What is my purpose?
and the sad ugly truth is that humans really don't have a purpose, other than to occupy the earth. So why wouldn't death be a better place, right?
well, I'm gonna wait this life out, cause its gonna be short, and there are some things that bring a smile to my face as much as things bring tears to my eyes.
By anonymous at 18,Feb,12 06:58

lovely and realistically said.


By kris at 18,Feb,12 01:14

I'm sorry bout all that, i honestly don't know what to say, that sounds so fucked up I'm kinna speechless, I'm not trying to make u feel worse I'm just sayin that I'm real sorry for ya, and I wish I could help ya but I have no idea what I could do and I feel like I make everything worse anyways, try to keep your head up though man, I know it's hard, but don't give up, you'll find a reason


By anonymous at 18,Feb,12 02:11

Coward and a loser. Stop acting like losing a loved one is something pertinent to only you. This happens to every f--king one.


By anonymous at 18,Feb,12 07:47

Well, first of all you are in Minnesota in the dead of winter. That can be pretty damned depressing, don't cha know. And don't feel bad about you cousin gettin AIDS. He probably had a lot of fun to get to that point. You just got to go out in embrace life and do some fishing out on the lake. Don't cha know.


By anonymous at 18,Feb,12 13:39

i know what can help you. pc games are addicting so that maybe you will be addicted to slightly better stuff than you are now. also pc games offer friends that you can talk to and enjoy yourself by killing all the noobs . my life sucks too not as bad as yours obviously . but i'm telling you there's escape. i started playing and i made good friends, girl even said she loves me , lol how the fuck is that possible through online, but what i'm trying to say is talking to people helps. that's probably the only stuff that helps.


By anonymous at 18,Feb,12 15:25

Not much you can do but accept your reality and keep on going , dont be like me and live life full of despair, I wish I was in the situation you are in, for mine is sooo much worst


By anonymous at 18,Feb,12 19:23

okay ill feel sad as long as its one of those situations where you have literally no money and shit, but i am guessing thats not the problem here , right ?
i mean yeah well , parents dies, kinda sucks, but as long as you have alot of $$ , who fucking cares,seriously, call some stripers, have an awesome orgy. ( i am being completely serious )
your too old to cry abt death of your damn parents. About grandparents death, well old people suck anyways, its good they died. FUck yeah homeboi!
By anonymous at 18,Feb,12 20:39

You are so broke ass and ghetto,I can tell just from your post. I bet all your clothes are from JC Penny and your bling is from Modelo. Stippers don't have sex with you, tard, you're talking about those shemales with herpes and no teeth off craigslist, well they do give good blowjobs, you should know from your mom back when you were 12.
By anonymous at 18,Feb,12 20:40

oh yea.. fuck yeah homeboiiii (and a wigger on top of it).


By Reggie at 04,Mar,13 23:01

Thanks for being on point and on tregat!


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