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Posted by anonymous at February 5, 2012
Tags: Attitude  2012 February  Juvenile problems

I'm 17 and male. I never really had a happy childhood. I never felt part of my family and thought there was something wrong with me. I decided to change who I was and regret it so much. I never felt loved and therefore did not who how to love for many years. My mother is thick and nothing is ever good enough for her. I never felt warmth from her and was isolated. I have 3 brothers, I'm the second oldest. I hate my older brother. He always gets wat he wants. My dad is always working and I saw him 2 or 3 times a day for 20 mins during my childhood. I never felt wanted as a child and was completely different to my whole family. Nobody understood. I was bullied by my older brother as a child. Whenever I got something he wanted it or was given something better then it. I used to get by by playing playstation but then my mam broke it. I know this is not the reason for my poor childhood but it was a distraction from reality and it kept me going. I always felt as if I wasn't good enough. I changed who I was just to be accepted and I regret it so much now. If anyone out there feels as if their not good enough or don't fit in your not alone. Don't ever make the mistake I did and change who you are because you can't beat the original. Be who you are even if it gets you bullied or teased. You only have one life so live it to the fullest and never let anyone tell you that your not good enough. If only someone told me this when I was younger things would be so much better for me. Things are still the same but at least I have sense now and am being myself.


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By anonymous at 18,Feb,12 08:27

don't know what to say other than, if you're 17 and still in high school, then you've only got a little bit of time before you get out of your home environment. Just because you are "born" into a family, doesn't mean you can't "make" a new family with friends that you know care about you! Try getting a job (volunteered or paid) where you are needed by people in circumstances similar or worse than yours. This will give you a sense of purpose and elevate your sense of worth. Ignore your brother (as much as possible) we all have family members that we wish would go away! Good Luck with your future endeavors.


By anonymous at 18,Feb,12 14:36

i recommended getting out, getting into a new environment. I was getting sick of living at home, hated high school, but finally graduated and going to a university an hour away allowed me to completely change who i was and my entire outlook on life (as I wanted a more positive one): meeting new people & changing your surroundings will change everything. Every time life starts to feel gloomy now I change up my routine and do something different. the person blow recommends a job or volunteer work.. deff. not a bad way to meet some new people and get out in the world. the more places you go, the more people you meet - the more exciting and involved your life will become.. GET IN WITH SOME NEW PEOPLE!


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