Save Your Relationship
No Matter How Bad
Your Situation Appears

How to overcome
your loneliness

Stop Anxiety
and panic attacks

Dating advice
for women over 30


Stories submitted by real people.

[Tell Your Story]

Bookmark and Share


Abuse  Addictions  Alcohol  Anger  Anxiety  Appearance  Attitude  Bad Luck  Childhood  Crime  Death  Disappointment  Drinking  Drugs  Environment  Failure  Family  Friendship  General  Health  Independent circumstances  Job  Justice  Juvenile problems  Life Story  Loneliness  Meaninglessness  Mistakes  Money  Philosophical  Poverty  Prank  Racial  Relationship  Religion  Reputation  School  Sexuality  Society  Sociopathy  Stepdad  Stepmom  Stress  Tragic Events  Unemployment  Violence  

Archive by Month:
July 2012
2012 June
2012 May
2012 April
2012 March
2012 February
2012 January
2011 December
2011 November
2011 October
2011 September
2011 August
2011 July
2011 June
2011 May
2011 April
2011 March
2011 February
2011 January
2010 December
2010 November
2010 October
2010 September
2010 August
2010 July
2010 June
2010 May
2010 April
2010 March
2010 February
January 2010
December 2009
November 2009
October 2009
September 2009
August 2009
July 2009
June 2009
May 2009
April 2009
March 2009
February 2009
January 2009
November 2008
October 2008
September 2008
May 2008
February 2008
January 2008


Probably not that bad but need to vent

Posted by anonymous at February 2, 2012
Tags: Independent circumstances  2012 February

My life sucks because I'm living in Kansas with no means to move. I've been stuck here since 2005. I don't belong here. I wish a tornado would rip through here and take me to fucking Oz, wipe out the Westboro Baptist Church and all of Johnson county and the wealthy conservative fucks who live here (I do okay but I'm in that lower half of the middle class that gets screwed hard). I didn't even want to come here in the first place, but my ex-husband got a job here and so here we are. The sprawl of Kansas City is unbelieveable. Nothing but McMansions and strip malls as far as the eye can see. All the damn suburbabn twatwaffles with their douchestache husbands and their 2.4 bratty children...I don't belong here and I can't escape. It's like living in a bad dream. All my friends live somewhere else. I hate the weather. I hate the drivers. I hate the state government. Sam Brownback really does blow. I'm an extreme lefty who belongs up in Portland or British Columbia, but no. I'm in Kansas. I personally used to be pretty okay, but I'm losing my mind living here. It's literally turning me crazy - I was diagnosed as bipolar 1 recently (no sign of it in my life until I moved here) and also have PTSD from nearly being killed in a car wreck on a perfectly normal street here. I used to be pretty well adjusted and happy, but not anymore. I HAVE to get out of here. People still argue about evolution for chrissakes. There are so many churches and if you don't go to one (I'm an atheist) you're shunned. I hate the guns. I hate the flatness. I hate the highways. There aren't enough psych meds or therapists in the entire world to mitigate how crazy this place is making me. I hate Missouri too for whatever that's worth. I don't know if I can stand it much longer.


Similar Entries:
Need to vent April 26, 2011
why aren't you answering? August 8, 2011
none May 26, 2012
Lessons of a perpetual loser. February 25, 2012
untitled story April 18, 2012

New Comment

By anonymous at 15,Feb,12 22:01

liberals.......need i say more???

By anonymous at 15,Feb,12 23:03

sorry, the first comment is obviously someone who doesn't believe in evolution. you know, there are three countries in the world where less than 50% of the people believe in evolution. the U.S. is one of them (Egypt, South Africa are the others.
By anonymous at 15,Feb,12 23:38

~evolution is just a THEORY, it's simply a theory, nothing more than a clever guess to find an explaination for the scientifically UNEXPLAINABLE. it has never been proven in a controlled scientific setting, therefor it is theory.
~your explaination of those around the world who haven't adapted this "theory" as fact holds absolutely no weight in revealing any truth to your beliefs.
~follow the masses if you wish, because PEOPLE have "never" been wrong, i suppose. after all, the info you see on discovery channel is all FACT and never changes.......please.
~i repeat, to anyone who stresses evolution is fact, it is just a theory. there is as much solid evidence against it as there is for it. for those of you who don't know this, you're not doing detailed research with a scientific, unbiased open mind.
~if you don't really know......THEN JUST SAY YOU DON'T KNOW, it has always been ok to not know "everything" has NEVER been ok to pretend to know anything when you really don't.
~thank you for having an open mind
By anonymous at 16,Feb,12 13:11

Sorry fuckface. Evolution is not a theory. But good try. Enjoy living in a bubble.
By anonymous at 16,Feb,12 18:13

Actually it's called "The Theory Of Evolution." NOT "the Fact of Evolution."
I'm not saying I don't believe in it to some degree, but it IS a theory.
By anonymous at 16,Feb,12 20:11 Fold Up

thanks for providing evidence and reason to support your bubble is wonderful, how's yours?

By anonymous at 15,Feb,12 23:07

First world problems get the fuck over it " whaaaa my new car is the wrong shade of red" " my iPod is only a 4g" whaaa! Whaaa! Fucking whaaa go to hell every one of you rich pieces of shit.
By anonymous at 15,Feb,12 23:39

easy bro, she's just a little love every now and then, maybe someone will do the same for you....................or not.
By anonymous at 16,Feb,12 00:06

Sure people ignore me when their not telling me how worthless I am I do nothing to instigate these accusations yet they still come try being a third rate citizen in a small town with so many stories made up about you that you can't even get the truth out.
By anonymous at 13,Feb,14 00:31

i know the feeling and the more you let it slide the worse itgets.

By anonymous at 15,Feb,12 23:08

Google Susan C. Anthony

read her boigraphy, then on the right of the page under her picture, click "longer biography", read to the bottom of each page, there will be a link to the next page.

At this point what do you have to lose?
By anonymous at 29,Feb,12 02:14


By anonymous at 16,Feb,12 09:43

Im sorry you feel this way .

It is hard and lonely living in a place that you dont want to be in it a pernament move or just temporary .

I am a christian and just 4 weeks ago today moved to Malta alone from Ireland ...there are days that are so lonely but remember life is short .

By anonymous at 16,Feb,12 11:11

If you hate it so much... MOVE!!!

By anonymous at 16,Feb,12 13:12

Come to British Columbia! You will like it here.

By anonymous at 05,Mar,12 21:17

come to b.c. Saltspring island find whats left of yourself ... and me , i catch floatplanes and wish the crazys all hello and good bye...

By anonymous at 05,Mar,12 21:21

But seriously ... are you shitting me ... people think that some god made it all ahappen just in the last few thousand years there... really you need to do something of self justification and realization... get away to a gulf coast island , watch the rest of them be nuts from a greater distance... S S I B . C .
By at 05,Mar,12 21:25

The cure is in you... to find somewhere beyond where you have found you. S . S . I . BC

By Galienzkie at 13,Sep,12 05:37

I am a psychiatrist in Santa Rosa. I have co-treated pantites with many therapists in Sonoma County and have trained several therapists who have successful practices. The pantites whom I have co-treated with Traci all report that she understands them better than they thought anyone could, and that she has been a life-changing force in their lives. I see the wonderful outcomes of her treatment as I continue to provide ancillary services to some of her pantites. I recommend her as one of the finest therapists I've known. She really cares about her clients. Compassion and skill are a rare combination.

By anonymous at 21,Sep,12 07:30

Looks like you live in Johnson county. Johnson county has one the best bike paths, IMO. You can cruise for 17 miles without meeting a car. That's just one trail in Overland Park. There are other trails as well. The trails follow creeks and are shaded so plenty of nature stuff to enjoy. Hop on a bicycle and you'll enjoy it. If I can design my life, I would buy a house near a trail and work in a place near a trail so I can just bike to work.

I too, would love to be in Portland or Vancouver if my wife and I have the same job as what we have here in KS. Same school for kids too. But I love my job in KS and I've come to enjoy my life here. I've lived in NYC, DC, and LA before moving to Lawrence, KS. This is the only place so far that I consider where living is really low stress. No need to worry about being late or my kids at school. Life is pretty good actually. July definitely sucks in KS, but that actually opens an opportunity for us. In July, we must leave. The weather is unbearably hot for us. If money is low, we drive to Colorado or any points north/west so we cool off. Nothing beats hiking on snow in July in the Rockies. Kids love it. If flights are cheap, we're in LA, swimming.

By anonymous at 28,May,13 23:05

move now

By Christian Louboutin Peep Toe at 06,Oct,14 06:50

WR 1 28 28 0 Punt Returns WashingtonRetYdsLngTD ,html#vf-4418100000046" class="">CanAidEeeAn wrote." wrote

By Dame North Face Greenland Jakke at 15,Dec,14 04:27

Aku kemudiannya mengunci basikal kesayanganku. Cinta yang sentiasa membawa kebahagiaan kepada hati, =).¡°no thank you!¡± kata hayati yang dipanggil ?? apa yang akan si kecil ini teriakkan padaku disaat ia perlukanku.ibu mak ummi mama suamiku hanya tersenyum melihat gelagatku sambil memberi ciuman kasih didahikulamunanku menjadi semakin indah hari demi hariku usap perutku setiap waktuku bisikkan kata-kata indah pada bayiku teramat sayang padamu wahai anakku.sebelum jenazah anakku disemadikan sempat kusisipkan photo aku bersama suami di balutan putih tubuh kecil anakku.sempat jua ku ambil bekas-bekas kain putih itu yang dipotong untuk kusimpan sebagai pengubat rindu

New Comment