I keep reading other people's stories as how they think they have it bad, but I would trade with them in an instant. My life sucks big time because I smell like shit. Imagine people covering their nose and turning away as soon as you get close to them. That's my life everyday. I have no friends because no one wants to be friends with the "smelly girl". I'm in college now and am seriously thinking of dropping out because no one talks to me. I've heard people in my dorm talking about how I smell bad and it just makes me want to kill myself. This problem started about two/three years ago when I took birth control pills my feet kept sweating. I don't take them anymore, but my feet smell terrible when I wear shoes and ever since then, my life has become a living hell, no joke. I have tried everything and nothing helps. People in high school hated me and on one wanted to me my partner or sit next to me. I also have really bad breath that people says smells like poop. I can't talk to anyone without them making an "ewww" face. People can smell it when I sit next to them because the smell comes out my nose--its that bad! I feel like I have no future because I am failing school since I am scared to go to class and I can't sit next to people without them them gagging. The boy who I had to sit next to in lab kept saying, "Oh my god, it stinks in here" every time I got close to him. So basically I'm going to fail college and I won't be able to get job because no one is going to hire someone that smells bad and has no degree. I have no hope of a relationship at all (I'm ugly anyway) and probably won't have any friends unless they have anosmia (not being able to smell). Even my dad and my sister asked me if I brushed my teeth or washed my feet. At least if you don't smell bad you can still have a relationship it people. WIth my problem, people don't want to be near me! My life sucks! Be thankful you don't smell bad its a terrible curse to have! Fuck life! I will trade with ANYONE!!! | |
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also, once the tonsils are out and your throat is fully healed, you'll want to flush your entire system....i would like you to look into doing a 3 day "juice only" fast..(add some water, but mostly juice).....you won't die, tomato based V8 drinks, most 100% fruit juices, and other similar products are very nutritious.....2-3 DAYS ONLY......after a short fast, you can begin to eat solid foods again, but i would recommend you drinking between 8-12 full glasses of water a day....i would simply jog for 10-20 mins in the morning(preferably) to sweat out all of the toxins your body has accumulates overnight.
THE SMELL IS NOT YOU SWEETHEART, IT'S BACTERIA......SO ATTACK IT AND YOU WILL BE ABLE TO START REBUILDING CONFIDENCE :)
you can discuss all of these suggestions with your doctor to be sure :)
an ear/nose/throat specialist can temporarily remove the stagnate, sulfurous smelling particles in the throat through suction......it will return in time, they are known as tonsilloliths......everyone has them, it's as natural as the sun rising, so don't worry OP......just see a specialist and you'll be feeling wonderful in no time
go to google images and search "tonsil stones"
I have the same problem as you but have no idea where the smell is coming from. You need to change your diet. Cut out dairy, red meat and junk food with too much sugar. Drink heaps of water and exercise. Take zinc and magnesium. Also probiotics will help with the bad breath. And make sure you buy a tongue scraper, because that is one of the biggest sources for your bad breath. You could also take anti fungal pills - like grapefruit tablets or grapeseed tablets. Because you could have candida.... or TMAU.
I also am finding it hard to go to college. This semester I have not been to one class. I see all the people that are going into the room and turn around and leave. Its like humiliation each and every day. People on the bus rides home and to school who I have to sit next to are always coughing or sneezing or breathing really obviously like they are in pain. I want my degree so fricken badly, but I have seen doctors before and they had no answers. I am a super sensitive person with low self esteem, so any reaction people give to my smell makes me break down.
I try to stick to the diet but am so depressed I just want to eat bad food. There are also times when I try starving myself.
My breath smells the same as yours, but I can not tell if it is the main source of my problem....
Try to hang in there, think of the small positive things in your life. Mine is my family. If you can, try to stick to college. Im going to try and go to my classes.
You have no friends, nobody wants to be your boyfriend, which leads to - no husband - no children. You cant stay in school without being humiliated every day and treated like shit. That leads to no degree - no job - no money.
For some people there is no cure to their b.o issues, because its not simply "bacteria on your skin blablabla". If you have TMAU your pretty much screwed.
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