LIFE SUCKS

accidental birth

Imagine going through your life knowing that you weren't supposed to be born.

I found this out when I was about 9 or so. I overheard my mother telling my oldest sister that my father had a vasectomy when she was pregnant with my older sister. My father had to have a second one after my mother found out she was pregnant with me!! Of course my mother told my sister not to tell me, and she never did, it just so happened that I was in the next room, and could hear the conversation. Why didn't my mother let that little family secret go with her to the grave? I know that my father would have never told me. Maybe that's the reason that I feel that I have to give so much of my time and money back to my siblings to make up for the things that they couldn't have since my parents had to spend more money on me.

Oh well, when I die, my small estate will be given to them in equal portions, hopefully that will make their lives better.

That's just one of the many things that sucks big time about my life. I have many, many others growing up in a screwed up family!!!