LIFE SUCKS

I'm losing it

It started a little over a year ago me and my wife where not getting along verry well, Lots of arguments i would do everything around the house to give her a night to relax then my stepdaughter would throw a fit and my wife would start to scream at me like it was my fault i was dealling with this for a few months on a regular basis then one day at work my prick boss lays into for nothing and i go off back at him i couldnt deal with getting yelled at for nothing any longer...i get fired come home tell my wife she then tells me she is leaving me now. i decide to pack up my stuff and stay at my parents untill she moves out cuz i cant stand to sit there while she is packing about a week later she calls me with out very much love in her voice and says she changed her mind about leaving(later relize thats just because she cant afford to go out on her own). Fast forward about 7 months ive been working part time and going to school still bringing in more money to our house then her college educated ass was i get a call from an old army buddy of mine offering me a contract job that had great pay only problem was it was 700 miles from my family. I told my wife i didnt really want to take it and be so far away from my kids and her but she said it was a good idea because of the money. so i take it. a few months later she calls me says the fence needs to be fixed i say ok i get a 3 day weekend in a week I'll come back and fix it, "no no that will cost to much my friends older brother said he would come out and do it" ok thats great how much does he want? " hes doing it for free ok great. 3 weeks later she says she has to get her ac fixed on her car "ok ill come up next weekend and fix it see the kids and u will only cost about 200" "no im taking it in i was quoted 700" but i can fix it for 200 in gas and i have an extra compressor for ur car." no i want that weekend to my self my friend is having a bdayparty well ill come up and watch the kids then" "no they are going to my moms" "fine whatever" 2 days later i break my phone and need a new one she blows up at me and says i am not waisting money on a fancy phone "but didnt u just piss away 700 for an ac fix i could have done for 200 and been able to see the kids?" "blah blah blah" come out if all our bills where paid she would divorce me today so i said fine we are done. 3 days later that bday party comes up and she is now screwing the brother of the friend that fixed the fence. fast forward 4 months of depresion and hell being 700 miles from my kids and knowing the moment i get back home i will have to start a divorce but i start feeling alot better about the entire thing and start getting out alot i end up meeting this amazing girl absolutly amazing i end up spending every weekend with her for 4 months she was living 300 miles from where i was working. but my contract ended and it was time to go home and deal with this divorce and finaly be with my kids. now the fighting starts with the ex she takes away almost all the time i get with my son. but the bright side is im still talking to Ms amazing we talk constantly, she says she wants me to move there but at first im not ready for that yet. but over the 2 months im back i mend a lil of the relationship with my ex(not back together, im done with that never!!) but we are getting along enough. When i know my kids future is ok i decide to move in with ms amazing....she retracts her offer we almost completely stop talking and i see flirty posts from some guy on facebook on her wall all in the same week....I lost her now and i get to live a block down the street from my ex wife in this small town seeing her boyfriend, the brother, over almost every night with her and playing with my son when i get to only see him 4 nights a month now. oh ya i finally find a job around here and all the money stress is finally off my shoulders, I'm feeling pretty good again. then 4 hours later is when i find out Ms amazing has found someone new. FML my life sucks.