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Posted by haventmadeityet at January 27, 2012
Tags: Attitude  2012 January

im 21 gonna turn 22 in may.mom had 2 strokes.she cant talk or swallow food..we have a 12 hour aid in our small apartment..my moms controlling sister is unfortunaetly my aunt and she is keeping my mom home instead of helping her get rehab in a nursing home.i stay in my room 19 out of 24 hpurs of the day..the days are flying by and each night i stay up til 6 then wake up at 3..i have no job and im not in school...i feel lonely and depressed ..i wish my mom was better and i wish i can find what im meant to do in life but until then i havent made it yet.....what now? i guess ill go to bed and wake up at 3 later today and look myself in the mirror and be ashamed of what im slowly becoming


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By anonymous at 13,Feb,12 07:15

Your mom isn't going to get better. She had two strokes. My mom died, I know how you feel.

Your aunt isn't wrong to keep her at home. If you disagree, go visit a nursing home. The majority of them are absolutely disgusting. I delivered medicine to nursing homes before, and I've seen hundreds of them. They're full of miserable people, and they smell like diarrhea.

You need to accept your mom as she is and start working on building your own life for yourself. That is probably what she would want.


By anonymous at 13,Feb,12 12:42

That does suck, however...you need to change it. Only you can change your outlook on life. You said you wish you could find what your supposed to do in life... First step is to get out of your room. Go get a job. Any job. Then go from there. The only way to find what your supposed to do and have a good life is to get out there and start doing it. By it, I mean anything. Even a shit job at a fast food joint is better then sitting around all day in your room. From there you can get some work experience, then get another better job. Or save up for some classes at school. The world is full of awesome. You just have to find it. Life is a tough cookie, but if you get out there and keep trucking no matter what, you can find out, through hard work, you can make like pretty good. Its a bitch, but its possible.


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By lost soul at 19,Mar,12 11:41

you're story is quite identical with mine, except i have two cute younger sisters and a father living with us. It's tough having to live with them at 21 and can't afford anything for myself, let alone renting a space. I'm jobless and feel completely worthless. I sleep at 5 am till 12pm and waste the rest of the hours like a prisoner only having to go out at 2pm to run my daily afternoon errand for my aunt for the small amount she pays me and which i give my mom to help out somehow leaving not a single cent for myself. I tried for jobs but no luck here, perhaps for my bad physical description or my low educ. background that quickly disqualified me from the jobs i've applied for. Most nights i would cry myself to sleep, thinking why life could be heaven for some people and a living hell for most. I considered suicide but were so scared to come around it, plus i don't wanna hurt my family emotionally and even financially as well. So i guess i'll just be a living lost soul until the day i give up the ghost. :c


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