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Posted by Amber at January 26, 2012
Tags: Attitude  2012 January  Money

I'm 22 years old, I will be turning 23 this April. I won't be graduating with a B.A. like most of my friends.I currently got demoted from my job and my pay check has been reduced. My boyfriend left me without giving me any reason and I still live with my mother. I currently under probation in college and the fee for my classes have gone to 1,000 dollars for three credits one class. I've failed miserably in math throughout my whole life, I took biology thinking I could get a job in the medical field to find out that I have no passion for it. The only thing I'm really good at is painting and drawing it's the only thing that makes me happy, that gives my life some meaning. i get paid 150 dollars a week that's 600 for the month. Half of that money pays for a crappy car that I have to pay monthly and the other is for insurance. I'm left with 50 a month for food or to go out. I feel like a failure a loser and I'm still young. I have too much faith in myself but I'm too scared about what the future will hold. I'm pressured everyday about how time is slipping away and before I know it I will be thirty living with my mother. I'm sure I don't have it worse than others but I've been stuck in this funk for over a year. I don't know what happened to me, I was doing so well when I started college, I got really good grades and then everything seemed to slipped out of my hands. Then there are those days when I want to end it, but somewhere deep down in me there is a voice of reason. I just feel so tired and overwhelmed. i don't want to be a burden anymore, mom is the only one I have but I can't keep being her headache anymore.


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By anonymous at 11,Feb,12 23:36

I too feel this way.it feels like i'm running out of time and i'm lost in life.my relationship with my parents isn't good, but they support me..but they're not getting any younger and seeing them everyday breaks my heart.I don't know what to do,i don't know the direction where i'am headed.i don't know what life has in store for me, and i don't know if i can hold all the hardships that life has to offer me tomorrow and the future.I sometimes cry when i'm alone just thinking about how hard my family is living.


we're both in the same situatiuon and you posting this just tells me im not the only one going through the hardships of life.


god bless,Amber and i hope tomorrow is a better day for you and from now on.

-Duke


By anonymous at 12,Feb,12 04:31

God uses the weak, the powerless, the hurt, the poor, and the lonely in GREAT ways. Heres a illustration: A potter will take a helpless, lifeless lump of clay and then knead it and squeeze it until it's soft and pliable. And then when he gets it just right, he takes that piece of clay and he does something called throwing, where he places the clay on a spinning table.
aAnd as that clay is placed upon that turning wheel, the potter's hands then begin to pressure the clay and work it until he makes something beautiful out of that old ugly piece of clay.

God is the true master craftsman. He is a potter who is making something beautiful out of every life. He will take the old ugly mistakes and sins and make them into something completely new!

When you truly know God, you can live victoriously! So whatever the ugliness is in your life, be assured that through the blood of Christ, God molds you and makes you into something beautiful! Many people can testify to how God has changed them. Ive never heard of anyone regretting putting their faith in jesus.

Are you saved? God can turn the worst of situations into good! Joeseph was left for dead and put into slavery by his brothers, he was abandonded, afraid, probably thought his life was over. But he trusted God, he then eventually became second in command of Egypt. Without looking into the future it can be hard to be optimistic. If you put your faith with jesus he wont abandon you, he will love you and give you a new life. All you have to do is accept jesus as your lord and savior and ask for forgiveness of your sin, he will wash away all your sin (everyone has sin, i'm not judging you by what I say).


By anonymous at 12,Feb,12 10:46

whens ur birthday mynes april 9th


By anonymous at 12,Feb,12 18:52

2:30 am in the morning, I can't sleep so decided to read.stories from my phone, I do have to say, I've been through the same , from 15 to 24 , anhydride parents , cheating gfs, no money , dropped out of engineering college, but I had this wake up call. First of all you don't have to have a passion for your job , I love computers and nude photography but I cant have them instead im a mechanical eng assistant , I hate mechanics, but its what bringing me food now, I'm lucky to have a job, others would clean toilets , trust me , you are lucky to even be able to continue studying. Please hang on , your life will change atleast your mom is there for you, there are alot of ppl who are completely alone with zero support, I do.have one advice for you , if you love drawing and painting, learn graphic designing or concept art for games, lots of sites hire free lancers for a price , make a portfolio of your work and put it on game designing sites like unity3d.com check oyt tge forums there are lots of ppl looking for character, learn 3d max or maya , there are lots of tutorials on youtube for free , google for buying 3d characters online, and see how much they cost, youll b surprised that the can be sold fot 50 bucks each without animation, good luck, maybe fate didn't make me sleep, even though im dead tired I have no one o care about , so decided to do something good, cuz I might die in my sleep, stay strong and keep smiling
J.j.


By take a look at it! at 24,Oct,13 15:02

CVQbgL Thanks-a-mundo for the article.Thanks Again. Cool.


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