I’m a 19 yrs old with a 2yr old son. I live in housing commission area in my little housing commission townhouse. I get treated like shit by other people b/c of he area I live in. It’s not the posh side of the lake so I’m automatically put in the “POOR” category.
I’m on seroquel for anxiety and depression and so I can sleep. My sons father is a drop kick says he wants to see him and messes with our sons mind. Sees him once a blue moon and doesn't see him for months and constantly yells abuse. A father should not do that!!!
Before all that happened I attended a Christian school where I was an A or B student nothing less. Started hanging out with a wrong group of girls my grades dropped, I was getting constant detentions and getting in trouble all the time, started having “SEX” b/c they were and seemed like it was the thing to do. Got my tongue pierced and was just about to be expelled when I found out I was 4 wks pregnant! My life turned upside down. I'm attending a Christian school I'm now pregnant what the hell do I do????
My principal found out and made the decision for me and finally expelled me for it... Hypocrite or what Christians are suppose to support you no matter what happens. She supported a gay teacher teaching at the school and new he was gay and denied it to the school at the time. What’s the difference they are equally the same sin in God’s eyes. I felt hatred towards her. My mum and sisters were disappointed in me, but despite all that crap I had my baby anyway.
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Go back and read what you just wrote. you admitted that you started hanging out with the wrong crowd. they influenced you easily and had you sex all over the place and then got pregnant. so in a way youre a hypocrite too becuase these things that you have done are probably the LAST things a christian should ever do. When you hang out with the wrong people, they WILL bring you down with them. It even explains in the bible that you should pull away from those who do bad intentions.
If this dude who expelled you was disciplining in an unfair matter, you should have reported him for it.
I am a 22 year old female Muslim and my religion Islam requires us Muslims to believe in Prophet Jesus (Peace Be Upon Him) and Prophet Moses (Peace Be upon Him) and the Prophets before the them (May Peace and Blessings Be Upon Their Souls). And we Muslims believe in the same god - that is only one god.
Me and you might not be sisters in Christianity but we are sisters of humanity. And, I don't know you but I will give you sincere advice that will help you out of your dark hole, and guide you out of your confusion and towards the path of right.
Watch ''The Arrivals'' on youtube. Watch number one and two, three, four ... up to 52. Each part is approximately ten minutes. Watch it all and it will show you the truth of this life and whats really behind the closed curtains. It's an eye opener.
May our Lord and our ever merciful and great creator guide everyone towards the righteous path and fill our hearts, minds, and souls with unlomited light of truth, forgiveness, strength, patience, and righteous wisdom and knowledge.
Pick yourself up and remember if theres nobody their to listen or understand our Lord is 24/7 available. Pray to Him to show you the light and He will open for you righteous doors shower you with unlimited light.
Take care.
it's not anyone else's fault you got pregnant. Yeah, that sucks 4 you but, no one's really gonna help you - especially the people that are giving you comforting words here. Just get working to give yourself a good life.
Quran 4:171
May Allah guide you into the truth.
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