Ok, so since I was 6 years old, I was best friends with Clare, and best friends with natasha since I was about 7.. We were REALLY close! We never fought, we never bickered much.. Now me and clare were slightly closer, but not in a mean way towards natasha.. we just were... Then, me and Natasha got really close, and hung out together alot, mainly because Clare's parents were really strict etc. and didnt let her go to discos etc with us.. The three of us were still extremely close... In P5, we got to know a girl who lived about 15 minutes away-sinead- through a sports team.. she was nice. Then, we got to secondry school,( aged 11) and sinead was in our class, we soon became best friends with her- there was four of us then. But this is when silly fights started.. though they always turned out OK in the end. Then, near the end of our second year, I became friendly with another girl in our class- shannon.. now shannon was really nice, but she was never my BEST friend- I already had 3 and nothing could have replaced them.. I never saw shannon all over the summer holidays, and hung out with my other 3 best friends most of the time.. In september, when we started back at school, shannon invited me to sleepovers etc, and i was flattered and I did like her, so I went.. Then, I noticed my other three friends change soon after shannon and I's first sleepover, the excluded me slightly, and tryed to avoid me.. then one day I confronted them saying 'Guys, we've not been the same lately, I'm sorry if I done anything wrong but I don't see how...' "Just f**k off, you're such a moan.. GOD!' natasha screamed, infront of a crowd of people!! I was hurt, and they ignored me for a few months, and turned EVERYONE against me, spreading rumours etc.. then things started to get back on track after I phoned and tryed to sort it out, and they answered by saying ' we can't be best friends, because we don't like you like that, but we can be civil' Now that hurt, as they had been my best friends for years- I thought it would have been FOREVER!! Then, they organised to go to a big disco and when I asked if I could go with them and meet up with them there they said 'no!' This REALLY hurt, i cried for over a day- my life used to be awesome, now it sucked!! Then, my mum found me crying and talked to their mums, who said they didnt have a clue we had even fallen out, and thought we were all going to the disco together. Then, slowly but surely, me and natasha got back to how we used to be, but clare and sinead didnt like this and fell out with us, so me and natasha palled around together.. then natasha had a talk with sinead and clare, so natasha went bacl to them and ditched me... Natasha and I sometimes hang out outside of school, but she gives me the cold shoulder in school, and they all keep things from me etc, and tbh its a shock after about 7 or 8 years of telling each other everything.. and I honestly dont know what this whole arguement started over! I know I got a new friend, but nothing could ever replace the other 3!! and anyway, natasha has become really close to another girl too, but the other 2 (clare and sinead) dont say anything to her, they have been having their own private sllepovers etc too though.. And the 3 of them have been sucking up to all the other girls in our year, trying to turn them against me!! I'm stressed and confused.. we had an amazing friendship and now it's all down the drain!! Why?? Is it even worth it?? It's leaving me sooo confused and depressed.. :( | |
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