Not really sure why I'm writing this, or why I even looked up "life sucks", but wow, life really does suck. I was a hard core drug addict from 14-19, been homesless before, and loss all of my friends because I stole all their shit, anyways... When I turned 20, I got in contact with my parents and told them I wanted to change, so they let me back in the house. 3 months after that, I met a woman online, who lived 800 miles away, I thought, perfect! It was either that or the military I suppose. So here I am 4 years later, with a 11 month old son, and a woman who is 13 years older then me. Wow, right? So we make decent money working from home, about 75k/yr, sounds good, right? But it's not... We are both unhappy, and don't like what we do, unfortunately our bills our so through the roof, comming out to 3500/mo we are stuck. She's 200 lbs and 5'2", so lets say shes gained some weight, I'm 5'11" and in the best shape of my life at 170 lbs. I feel so stuck, I have a kid, and no where to go, and the business I'm in, I can't take with me. So here I am, 24 with no experience, other then what I've done, I have no assets, but a ton of ideas. I don't know what I'm saying, I'm depressed and I cannot explain. I know, its not that bad, I have everything I have ever wanted... BUT IM SO FUCKING DEPRESSED. Fuck the world, I don't know why I'm posting this. | |
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