I'm 21 and have always been alone. Only child, bullied all through childhood, friends embarrassed to hang with me, was an early developer, I was fat even though I didn't eat, my parents were strict and didn't understand me and now i'm grown nothing has got any better. Life is still crap, i'm still fat even though i'm healthy, I have really bad skin and hair through genetics, no boyfriend, I put so much care into my friends and I always help them but none have ever helped or cared for me. There are just so many it would take days to finish. Worse thing is i pray for God to remove loneliness from my life and instead he let my dad die. Now i'm even lonely than ever. Just me and my mum, guessing how long that will last. I'm becoming unlucky as the days go by. | |
Know this, your not alone, Jesus is waiting for you to believe and trust in him. Life isin't over, you can get through this and you'll be a stronger person. The man named Job in the bible suffered through some of the worst suffering imaginable, his children all died, his possessions were all destroyed (he was a rich man) and he had boils from head to toe. He suffered but he never turned from God, eventually God took away his suffering and blessed him twice fold what he had before. This is a good lesson for all who are suffering, don't turn from God, he may bless you if you perservere. He may be testing you to see if your faith is genuine, he may also allow suffering for other reasons, like to strenghen you (what doesn't kill you makes you sronger). God has a plan for your life, you just need to give him your life. Ask for forgiveness of your sin and accept Jesus as your lord and saviour. Joeseph was sent to slavery by his brothers, he was abandoned, alone, and probably thought his life was over. But God had a plan for his life, a big plan! Joeseph eventually became second in command in Egypt! When things look bleak remember that the future may hold something very special.
God bless, ill pray for you!
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