LIFE SUCKS

ugh

Right now I hate my life. I have a boyfriend that thinks im dirt under his feet. He thinks its alright to kick me and hold a gun to my head. When ever we argue its alwways my fault. I was a smart high school student, had a shcolarship, went to school for a semester and dropped out because my boyfriend did not want to live there. I am living with him and if I leave him i have NO PLACE to go.
He has a mother who expects us to do everything day and night for her, like shes a godsend or something. He really needs to get off the nipple. I see why he is so angry having to live with someone like her, she is the same way, always hollaring and commanding people around.
I am so tired of my life right now, i am constantly broke, I want to go back to school, my boyfriend sucks, hes so mean and says such mean things to me that i feel like i am not worth anything. I cant leave because were am i to go?? and If i leave he will know were i am. he is all i know, i am to scared to leave but i want to, really want to. If i could I wish I could make him cry his little eyes out so he knows how it feels. Even when I cry he feels no guilt, he always tells me SHUT THE FUCK UP or WTF are you crying about.

idk what to do wtih my pathetic life,