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I want to give the fuck up.

Posted by lobo at January 12, 2012
Tags: 2012 January  Money  Relationship

I don't know where to start. I have been through a lot during the past few years. A terrible breakup and severe health problems. After I healed up I tried to get myself a job but I've been led on by "internships" only for everything to be revealed as false promises. My current girlfriend lives with me and my parents. I love them all but the stress is killing me. My father is severely bipolar, my mother is bed-ridden and my girlfriend is overly jealous and materialistic. Whenever she screws up, I get the blame for it. My mother and father are sick of me living with them. I am struggling to find work (I live in the middle of nowhere). I only have $75 in my bank account and my girlfriend is guilt-tripping me into "not treating her properly" and having me buy things for her. I love her and I don't want to break up with her. She has a horrible home life and I'm afraid if we end of breaking up (something I don't want to happen), she might hurt herself or end up homeless (she isn't allowed back home, her mother stole all her money and bought a new house.)I have some deals on the table but I just felt really hopeless today. For the first time I felt I really wanted to die. I went for a walk last night and spent 3 hours in a graveyard, just lying there crying. I don't know what to do. I want to leave home but I have no money, I can't find work and I can't take this stress much longer.


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By anonymous at 04,Feb,12 23:59

A partner is someone whos supposed to be there for you emotionally. Won't tell you what to do with your life though, but crying in the graveyard by yourself seems a shitty fate for someone with a supposed lover.


By anonymous at 05,Feb,12 02:51

Say I only have 75 bucks and our family don't like us nomore! (incase you haven't noticed) Instead of a new blouse can I lick ur twat or somethin? Gheesh Gimmie a break hun! How about you just lick my balls, come on, lick my balls, lets bond.


By anonymous at 05,Feb,12 09:43

You should probably leave the girl and join some volunteer organization and work overseas for a couple of years. At least do Americorps. Break and run. You are too young to be trapped like this. Or go to Alberta and work in the tar sands, make some real money, and give yourself time to decide on your next move. Hunkered down with a selfish girlfriend and crazy parents is no life.


By anonymous at 06,Feb,12 00:57

I can relate to your hopeless feelings.. I just wanted to send you a..{{{hug}}}


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