LIFE SUCKS

Suicide should never be a resort to anything. I can't even imagine what you're going through. I simply go through these postings and offer advice to those who that I can and yours caught my eye. I would say for you, to take each issue one at a time. This should have been done a while ago before letting them build on you. I would tackle the issue of your ex first. Get a test done to see if the kid is actually yours. If she refuses to let that happen, take her to court. If the kid isn't yours, she owes you the sum of what you've been paying her for child support or at least a percentage of it. Ik not completely sure but I can check on that for you. Secondly, I would address the issue of your father. I would sit and have a talk with him. Tell him where you are in life and what you're going through emotionally. Sounds a bit feminine but this will hit home, I'm sure. If he is any kind of a decent father, he will listen and care. Your current wife... You need to make a decision rather or not the marriage is worth continuing. She is another I'd sit and talk with because she is supposed to be there to support you as your other half. If that doesn't get to her, you know what to do. Like I.said, handle each of these issues one at a time. Things will eventually work out.

Do do it you have a purpose you aren't aware of it yet

seems you loved the material things in your life more than God?....sounds to me like that's exactly what happened....you can turn back to The Lord anytime.....besides you mom, what if He was just cleaning out the things that stood between the two of you?......can you prove me wrong?

God never said life would be easy. In fact Jesus said "Take up your cross and follow me". He will give you eternal life, and he isin't afraid of giving out blessings in this life either. Compared to eternity this life is very short, the suffering of this life wont compare to the glory revealed in heaven. The man Job in the bible lost everything, his children, all his possesions, and had boils from head to toe. His wife told him to "curse God and die!". He didn't, and God blessed him 2x what he had before (he was a very rich man before his trial) satan was testing him to see if he would deny God, but he didn't. Put your hope in Jesus.

Are you saved? God can turn the worst of situations into good! Joeseph was put into slavery by his brothers, he was abandonded, afraid, probably thought his life was over. But he trusted God, he then eventually became second in command of Egypt. Without looking into the future it can be hard to be optimistic. If you put your faith with jesus he wont abandon you, he will love you and give you a new life.

Youtube Nick vujicic. He's a man who was born with no legs or arms, God has done great things through him. He's a very happy man that is immensely blessed!

This isin't an ad or some other bull, I'm trying to bring you the truth which many can testify too

You should watch "I am seond josh hamilton" on youtube (search it)

All that god stuff is a waste of time. If you're young, then you still got plenty of time to get all of those things back. Just work hard and stay persistent. You only get one shot at life man, so try your best to make the most out of it. Sometimes people get the shorter end of the stick, but you just gotta move on. good luck my man.

NLHpqK I serched through the internet and got here. What a wonderful invention of the mankind. With the help of the network you communicate, learn, read !... That helped us to get acquainted!....