Ok so im 30 yrs old and have aspergers syndrome which no body seems to understand which makes my life very diffucult ive been single a yr and a half before that i had 2 long realtionships my last girlfriend turned out to be evil she had bi polar i did everythink for her and she just treated me like dirt my son was born she moved home and wouldnt let me see him and then she couldnt cope and stuck him in care and because she had not put my name on the birth citificate i was not allowed to see him plus she made up lies about me which didnt help.. before she left she rang social services on my brother about his kids the result of that none of my family have spoken to me in 2 yrs only my mum i see and my best m8 occasinally other wise im all alone no one would give me a chance of a job i done a few college courses in the past but nothink recent i have sleep apnea my healths gone down the pan i now have fibermongelic and took codiene which lead me to get addicted neck loads to cope with the pain my dog i bought for company just bites me and poos and wees all over my kitchen 24/7 my life is a living hell i sleep 12 hours from being exhausted i remember a time i was happy with life and had friends people didnt blank me like they do on facebook now i become a social recluse and think about killing myself everynight recently i been sleeping with a razor under my pilar thinkin should i just bloody hack my wrists to bits i went to a bridge in my town to jump off and they shoved me in a mental hospital for the weekend and gave me sycho drugs trouble is i dont have mental health problems although i am down and depressed :( | |
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