My life sucks. My husband of 19 years took off 2 months after the birth of our last child. He doesn't know what he wants to do for the rest of his life. That was really code for "I'm screwing my whore and have been the whole time you were pregnant." Our divorce is now final. It really messed me up. I spent some time in a crazy outpatient program because I was/am suicidal. I work full time and am currently on corrective action due to poor performance. I can't afford to lose my job! I can barely pay the bills now. My mother helps with the kids but j know she is tired also and could use a break. I don't know what to do. I am so exhausted and apathetic about everything. I am always in a horrible mood because I am filled with so much rage. I'm afraid I will be alone forever. | |
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God uses the weak, the powerless, the hurt, and the lonely in GREAT ways. Heres a word from Jack Graham: A potter will take a helpless, lifeless lump of clay and then knead it and squeeze it until it's soft and pliable. And then when he gets it just right, he takes that piece of clay and he does something called throwing, where he places the clay on a spinning table.
And as that clay is placed upon that turning wheel, the potter's hands then begin to pressure the clay and work it until he makes something beautiful out of that old ugly piece of clay.
Here's the lesson God wanted Jeremiah to hear: He is the true master craftsman. He is a potter who is making something beautiful out of every life. He will take the old ugly mistakes and sins and make them into something completely new!
Benjamin Disraeli was wrong because when you truly know God, you can live victoriously! So whatever the ugliness is in your life, be assured that through the blood of Christ, God molds you and makes you into something beautiful!
Youtube Nick vujicic. He's a man who was born with no legs or arms, God has done great things through him.
But it does it sucks big smelly balls to the utmost. Im sorry momma.
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