why my life sucks....
alright,when i was about 12 years old i found out i'm gay. Junior high and high school was a nightmare, the kids were laughing at me because of that. At the age of 17 the principal called my folks cos a teacher caught me with my bf smoking weed and kissing in the toilets. So my dad threw me out of the house(havent seen him after that, im 22 now). No graduation, no college. I moved to a bigger city and worked as a waiter in bars for one year and as a barman in clubs the following year. All the guys i met by that time were as----es, just had fun with me and then left. So i decided that sex is not pleasure but just a way to make money, and since the salary in a club is not enough, i moved to a bigger city and managed to work for a gay-porn company. I worked for them for 2 years and meanwhile worked as a barman occasionaly. And after that a psychological breakdown came, when i realised my life so far. Had to quit drugs and therefore i started eating as a horse and drinking more and more alcohol. Today, i dont believe in people anymore, i dont believe in love, i totally gave up on everything, alcohol and food plus quiting the gym a long time ago, began to make me look fat, i work in a small bookshop just to make a living, its a job i hate. All alone, dissapointed with my past and expecting nothing from my future. Hmmm, my future.... It could have been brilliant, but on Sunday i turn 23 and i feel like 73 already. i destroyed my psychology and my looks with my so far lifestyle. The few people that once loved me R not part of my life anymore.... That's it, my life officially sucks. | |
P.S. End you sentences with a period so people will not think that you are an uneducated troglodyte.
He's offering advice on grammar but can't even proof-read his own fucking posts. You can't make this stuff up people, that shit is golden.
Fucking moron.
P.S. At least I still do not end my sentences with a preposition!
The excessive use of endocrine disruptors such as the herbicide Atrazine, the flame retardant PBDE (Polybrominated diphenyl ether), DDT (insecticide,now banned in USA), Polychlorinated biphenyls (PCB, coolant and lubricant), Bisphenol A (clear water bottles, baby bottles, linings of food cans), a variety of Phthalates (used to make toys) and alkylphenols (degradation products from nonionic detergents).
We are all exposed to excessive amounts of these chemicals which tend to mimic estrogen, a feminizing hormone!
and about the state of mind thing..researchers believe that everyone(gay or straight) is bisexual to some extent.
Yes, you can sail the seven seas
In the navy
Yes, you can put your mind at ease
In the navy, in the navy
Can't you see we need a hand (job)
In the navy
Come on and join your fellow man
In the navy
that part was funny
New Comment