LIFE SUCKS

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the truth is people including ur family dont care. i've been extremly sad for a very long time (since i was 16 now im 29) the thing ive noticed about people is that they just get fed up of being around depressed people it brings them down they dont want to think about upsetting things. my friends all dropped like flies when i wasnt all smiles or the "life and soul of the party" it could just be me being cinical, maybe when u become introverted people just stop noticing u. latley ive just been hiding my extreme depths of sadness and the funny thing is people now do see me but its all a lie it just shows the shallowness of people so i stop going out because just being around them makes me feel almost physcally sick but then im alone all the time which in turn makes me more sad because i actually do want some kind of human contact its just one big circle of crap, where does it end lol cant be a good end can it?!