1. I live with my parents brother, and sister, and we're being asked to move into a 2 bedroom house by the end of this month. This means changing schools for the third time, and sharing a room with 2 people.
2. My parents hate each other. Well they don't like argue with each other that often, and kill each other but they don't love each other. Sometimes i wish they'd just get a divorce, my moms always talking about my dad behind his back and insulting him, it hurts me.
3. My sisters always blaming me for everything and making me feel like crap. She hates me for not being perfect, organized and girly. I can't have a decent conversation with her without having her judging me. I'm a very sarcastic person and shes all serious and what not.
4. I live in a city populated with rich-superficial people. I don't mind it, it just makes it difficult to open up and make friends that I can actually trust.
5. I suck at Call of Duty.
6. My family has never been able to provide me with anything. I know what you're probably thinking, "Just another lil brat whining about life" but no, if that were the case I'd be sitting in front of my mom complaining about everything. My parents don't really know how to do anything, their foreigners, FOBS, whatever you want to call it. So they can't really do much for me. I can't go and talk to my mom about my day, she was raised in a different society, shes conservative and blah blah. Other then that i don't really know, I've just learned not to depend on them for anything. In a way, I'm thankful because growing up my older brother (though im the youngest) got all the attention, hes the brat that complains about EVERYTHING and makes everyone's life miserable but hes the one that gets babied and gets everything he wants, so that just left me out of the spotlight, it makes it easier for me to leave them and never come back without regretting it some day. Life is sad, man.
7. Well writing that novel just sucked my memory up..hm where was I? Oh yea, ugh. I have inherited these beautiful puffy eyes from my father. They're amazing and make me look like I'm on crack or tired all day. And i have stretch marks on my breast, and legs, i honestly have no idea why i'm sharing this, but ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh they piss me off. Well, I'm not ugly, I mean I'm thankful for that much, but everyone has insecurities and mine are just permanent. Hooray.
8. i got a packet of VERY important and informative papers from my school that my friggin sister threw away. I don't know what I'm going to do with life now. Seriously, they were very very very very very very very very very very very very very important. F*ck my life.
9. I'm only 15 which means i have to wait another year to get my license and run away and i have to wait another 2 1/2 yrs to go to college and run away, legally.
10. I need to get this oral surgery or my teeth will fall out! Well, not really but i do need the surgery, it costs 1200 bucks and my family doesn't believe me so they're not willing to pay for it. So for now i have to deal with my teeth hurting all day. People say i have a pretty smile and my teeth are pretty and straight =/ Too bad they WONT be there someday!
I know this may have seemed pointless and you feel like you just wasted your life reading this (if you DID read it) but oh well, i usually just keep all this junk to myself and needed to vent :)
I'm going to go cry now. This has been a very bad day, unfortunately. Bye guys. | |
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