LIFE SUCKS

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MY dad died when i was four. My mom raised me the best she could but was working most of the time to try and give me and my brother a good life. I got fat with no one ever telling me (as a young child) waht lack of exercise and bad diet would do to me. now everyone i love just kind of tolerates me because theyfeel bad for the fat kid that no one likes. then my mom died when i was 14. now i found a girl that is exactly like me. same interests, hobbies, everything, but she doesn't let me get close to her and just kind of tolerates me like everyone else. she's so damn pretty and nice... i just want to spend time with her, i honestly don't want anything other than to be around her, but for some reason she won't grant me that.. :( i really hate myself and don't enjoy much about life. it sucks. it's hard. and no one ever fucking helps. fml.