Where to begin? I've been married three times and this last time was the biggest mistake ever. I met her living with my brother in one of those low rent apartment buildings. We partied and I thought this was cool and fun, plus she was pretty, not small but she looked good. we used to go places and do things but now two years later she has gained over fifty pounds and is mega bipolar, and i mean mega. my life is hell here and i can't get out, i've moved numourous times and each time i come back cause I'm worried about her and i'm right back into this crap.
I want out so bad that i'm looking for an affair just to take me away for awhile. sometimes I pray for death just to get out of this life. there's no escape i know.
today is Christmas and I had no tree, no family, (no one comes around me cause of her) no meal, and no gifts except for the one i bought for her. there was no thanksgiving meal either. we were going to go out but she changed her mind because all of a sudden she didn't feel good.
believe me there is more but that would take too much time.. | |
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