will it ever get better?

By anonymous at 24,Jan,12 17:34

I feel your pain, girl. I grew up abused in about every way you can imagine, and because of that I tend to pick abusive relationships (mostly emotionaly abusive) and I can't seem to break that cycle. Not to mention I have received death threats from my sister, her husband, and my mother. In addition there is the crushing weight of poverty. So there's that. But your friends that tell you to "snap out of it" or "have faith" will never understand your mental state because they can't even fathom the life you've led and the numerous scars that it has left on you. Frankly, you're best bet is to seek counseling as it will be the only way to break this cycle and find a better path for yourself. Of course, I realize there is difficulty in just trying to do this as therapists are expensive as fuck, and I personally cannot afford them. But whatever you can do that gives you some semblence of peace will drastically improve your mental well being.

By anonymous at 25,Jan,12 02:51

Really sorry to hear that. :(

By anonymous at 25,Jan,12 20:32

I don't know where you live, but if your mother had trouble with alchohol or drugs, there are organisations like Al anon or Nar anon that run programs for the families of people who have issues with alchohol or drugs. They run group therapy sessions which might help you a bit, and they can possibly help get you in touch with other organisations that can offer you support. You are not alone, but you do need someone to help you, so please reach out to these organisations - try googling. Blessings and love.

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By Edy at 27,Mar,12 06:35

Money is certainly a big issue in agirrmae. However, I feel being one, unified in Christ, means one account for checking and one account for savings. We are both on these accounts. I would not have it any other way. I trust my wife (Proverbs 31:10 comes to mind). She will never have to ask me for money. We respect each other enough to discuss major spending but trust each other enough not to make this a requirement.

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