I'm 18 years old and I really thought of killing myself but I keep on saying no my life might get better its not, my whole family hates me accept my grandparents , my mom always says that she wishes for me to die my sisters non of them care about me , my dad lives far away , barely asks and my grands loves me cause the last time I saw them was 13 years ago ..... Let's get to the story I'm 18 years old have no job , gotta pay for my own food even tho am living with my parents and my bedroom is my house I stay laying down on my bed for days till I get lucky and go to the mall with my mom the only time I eat is after 2 o'clock AM when everybody is a sleep so I can go to the kitchen so nobody knows that am going to eat and sneak some food to my bedroom my mom wakes me up screaming and yelling at me everyday and that's the only time I see her once a day which is in the morning her yelling at me and waking me up she always says I wish u werrent born ... Like she doesn't want me that hurts a lot to know that ur not wanted by ur own family ... My gf drinks and I hate that I love her and I barely see her the last time I saw her was 3 weeks ago I don't think she will handle it and I know that she will break up with me soon ... I cry till I sleep almost everyday I wana die so ppl can be happy | |
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