Apparently " LIFE really does suck for me ". I have been suffering since and before birth into this world. before my birth my mother tried committing suicide killing me and herself, but she was stopped. after i was born it turns out I had a very rare condition which leaves me legally blind or whatever neither seeing nor blind. At the young age of four I started noticing my mother and father fighting with knives and my father is a cruel man. He cheated on my mother and left us behind. during school constantly getting teased and rediculed. treated like I was just so helpless. it only began to get worse. I used to have people do things on purpose trying to make me fall on my face hit my head on things and making me run into doors. I have been beaten by a babysitter at a young age for no reason at all. being mollested by a cousin. at the age of 10 things only get terrible. Mother had a new boyfriend who was a drunk and I had to watch her get beat and I got beat too. She still has not gotten rid of this man. at 14 i have been emotionally,physically, and mentally abused. I resorted to hurting myself so no one would know to ease my pain but THAT DOES NOT WORK. I can not go around happily and I see the world as it is. To get into my relationships all were hurtful being used and lied to being beaten by one you love. cheated on but still there like a fool. Told I am ugly and not beautiful becomming self contious. Seeing your close friend has committed suicide and left you all alone in this world is not good either. I can not go on telling you all about it but I just need to get it out somehow so whether you beieve me or not Im doing this for my purpose | |
More but not stupid people that wont understand, talk to professionals they are great help. People moan how life's shit yeah but u can prove most how lucky they've got it and influence them. You should really move away and start a new life pal, ul achieve great things! Find a way to start fresh and find the real person inside you.
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