My life is real fucked. I'm 44 year old woman with 3 kids living back with my mom and 2 of my kids. I hate my life in 2005 my husband left me for a another woman, after i had been a stay at home mom for 18 years. I have no education pass High School. Its been hard to raise 3 teenagers with little money. I tryed to date for a litle while but I felt bad sad I want to die . I want to take my life, but it was until I met a man who after a few months try tryed to kill me. I had a thought of letting go and letting it happen. Then i had a flash of my babies, teenage babies and what would happen to them. I fought back not for me but for them. Cause we had no home i had no job, we sold alot of our things just to eat but I just could see letting anyone taking one more thing from my kids. our lives are fucked but we have each other. As a mother it hurts like hell to see my kids hurt. Before that day i want to shut myself in the head but could affort the bullets must less the gun.what about sleeping pills cant get any good ones with a doc appt. no money for that yes I thought about it hard. And some time I think it was a wakeup call from God
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"Before that day i want to shut myself in the head but could affort the bullets must less the gun."
This sentence should read:
"Before that day, I wanted to shoot myself in the head but couldn't afford the bullets, much less the gun."
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