Life Is hard for most people,
I was an unwanted child and was on a drip for the first 3 months of my life ,growing up without a father, then my mother re-married and i really liked him he was the only dad i knew i was only two at the time, for the next six years i was in-out of hospital with bone troubles in my hips and legs wich were really painful sometimes, then i almost died of scarlettina a rare disease.When i was eight my 'dad' commited suicide and i developed depersonalisation disorder so it was hard for me to be happy.Also as a child i suffered from obeasity from no fault of my own and i got the nickname the fat twin (as i am a twin and also fat.) i moved to the other side of england from the east midlands to the west midlands but i wasnt happy. my mother has PSD and was constantly screaming at me, a few times i was almost sent to live with my grandma after she had hit me so hard i threw up.But i spent years losing weight doing anything i could such as 4 mile bike rides every evening and got down to an adverage wieght.My mum was going through boyfriends like clothes and my childhood was gone and i entered teen years without many friends and i was considered a nerd.chriistmas was ruined by mum every year, family stoped inviting us round because of her.But now she has a really nice guy who knows how to handle her and he is really nice to me, who knows maybe thing will get better?
good luck with your problems x | |
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