LIFE SUCKS

Lonely and depressed

My husband and i used to be very good friends and we used to have a very good undserstanding, so much that i would go out of my way for his daughter. He used to hold me love me, wanted to make love all the time, but he travels alot and sometimes he ois gone for weeks. I love him so much but he has lost interest in me, we dont talk anymore, when i want to talk he finds something else to do, he doesnt listen to me, he only calls me once when he is on site and cant even talk to me for 10minutes, forgets to call me, i sms him but he doesnt reply. He is always tired nowadays and most of thtime wants to have sex when i sleep. We used to talk for hours after sex but now if we do it he sleeps. He used to want to be with me every day but now we have sex once ever 2weeks. He says its nothing, i see ghosts but i can feel something changed. I love him so much i tell him how i feel all the time but but he just ignores it and says i see things. We dont go out, we dont do presents no flowers anymore he cut all of that out of relationship. Im confused cause its only me. He is the sam ewith tha children, he buys food he gives me money, he doesnt go out alotlike twice a year or so, but he just doesnt have time for me. Im lonely, i cry every nite, i try to do things with my friends but i cant i want to be loved by my husband and not just for se x