LIFE SUCKS

Leave your bro and sis be, if grown dont buy into a family that is related by blood then they are not your family anymore, forget about them.

Story board artist? He is into film then, do consider to learn to make documentary with a video camera and learn to write script.

Learn wiht zero budget by googling "Indie Filmmaking", "Screeplay", "script Writing Guide", and "Documentary zero budget"

Script can earn you money from Film Producer, if its accepted, how? Google it.

Well made Documentary can be bought by production company or broadcaster.

If you carry out this task with your drunkenly creative husband of filmmaking background, then you can safe you too from this miserable life style . Remember if you can visualise it with your reasoning and imagination, you can make it happen in filmmaking and in life, no matter what that is. Check out the deatial section for each filmmaker on IMDB the website, there you will find a way when you are ready.

Seriously, give your husband handjob, just like the promise you made for each other at your wedding that you will look after each other. If it was serious, you will do that for him, and your-self. At least you get to put that in for a few second whether he is sober or not. Not enough? Buy a toy, get him to put that in and out while your are blindfold and listening to your favorite musics. He wants porn stars and you want good sex, but you just have to work around the reality you too are in.

Better yet, make a porn with your husband in the US.

I heard in an interview with someone who had a spiritual experience that everyone has a place in the world & the world is in perfect balance. I found it hard to believe because some of us have so many troubles. I guess our troubles are opportunities to learn.

I understand how you feel when you believe you are less than others who have homes & seemingly perfect lifes. My mom always says, "we never know what is going on in the house of others" The truth may be that you are much better off.

I get the impression you are ready to make things better. Its when we are feeling this way that things start to change.


$100 a week $5200 in a year. That is about 19 years to pay off $100000. Find a way to get a little extra cash.... maybe tutoring using your high level of education. Even if it is just teaching english. Use the part time income to pay the debt down. Put as much money as you can on the debt every single chance you have. It's like a fire that you need to put water on. The more water you use, the faster it goes out.

Wishing you the best.

1st: File bankruptcy
2nd: All those other people making more money than you are not happy, believe me.
3rd: Why are you upset that your hubby is happy pleasing himself? You that selfish? Insecure?
4: We are in a depression. Jobs are scarce.

one if ur mans name mike cause he sounds just like my ex minus free lance stuff.2 I have learned threw the years of shit that I have been through the first person to snub there nose or stab u in the back would be a family member.3 ur not a loser believe me I was in the same kind of relationship they wear u down they make u feel like ur & that u couldnt do better than them but u know what u can just tell ur self that u would be better off even by ur self plus leaving a man like that u end up having to take less meds.Just remember as long as u believe u will have this sence that u wont let no one walk on u or put u down no more.I wont lie it is hard and takes time but soon u will hit a point were u wont want to take the shit no more and thats wen u go 4 u.

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