I'm only sixteen and for the most part Ive had a great life. But not at the moment. I know the beginning of my story may seem not bad at all, but keep reading. A few months ago my girlfriend of 2 years broke up with me and I still love her. At the same time my parents began routinely fighting and are now getting a divorce. While this was happening, the biggest role model and best friend I have in life, my brother, became addicted to heroine. Eventually he was put in treatment but recently relapsed and got a DUI while at it. My family that used to be so happy is falling apart. My best friend outside of my family tells me that he considers killing himself everyday and is thinking up new ways to do it. This puts me in a hard position and I can't persuade him to get help. My other friend Dev died last week in a car accident. My nest closest friend Brian, was diagnosed with cancer in his rectum a few days ago. I try my hardest to cry but i can't even force myself. All my emotions are inside me but i have no way to get them out. I thinking I am becoming depressed and drugs have become more appealing. My life is pretty fucked up at this point. |
i have learnt all about what drugs do to you physically - yeah allright you get a high, euphoria great but eventually u get hooked loose control dont give a crap about life - something just small to push u over and then soon enough you will do anything to get that high - steal, hurt the ones you love or even strangers. you would take drugs up to the extent you dont have a feeling of euphoria anyone just something to make you feel normall help you function just for a day a couple of hours!!! is that what you want. Herions is bad real bad i feel for your friend.
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