I realise that my life isn't as bad as some stories on "Here" But here it goes...
I'm 15, iv had type 1 diabetes for 5 years now, I also have been diagnosed with depression about 2 years ago, but I feel like iv had it since I could remember. I have no confidence what so ever which equals no 'real' friends. my mum and sister been sick ever since I can remember and guess who has to look after them. iv never enjoyed school, it always felt like more like a prison to me, however I was a B+,A student until this year where my Dr cut back my anti depressions. From then on I'm a E,F average. that just makes me soo much better about myself...... iv tried killing my self soo many times I cant remember how many times iv tried. I even failed at that. the first time was when I was 11. soo I lay here every night wishing that i wouldn't wake up the next morning But unfortunately I do.
when most people see a bus drive pass they think transport, I see a way out... | |
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