Why my life sucks? because it is empty. I feel absolutely nothing. Everyday I hide in plain site, no one understands me and no one ever will because they can't. People, normal people, feel things. Love, hate, happiness, sadness, sypathy, empathy, grief, but I feel nothing. I have no connections, no 'real' friends, and no way to make them because I am incapable of relating to others.
I sabotage relationships, fake emotions for the world, live my life in my mind and dream of being a normal person. I am void of all that is human. I take no satifaction in my acomplishments, only frustration in my failures. I dislike everything and am cynical of everything.
I have to stop myself or I'll go on for hours; No reason to live, no reason to die... life sucks. | |
I wish I was like you. I know that sucks not to feel anything but at least you don't feel the sadness and depression that is killing me slowly each day.
My advice for you would be to live the life as is. And be grateful that is not any worse. Read the story above yours and you'll see what I mean.
anyway, i had loads of miscarriages which left me void of any emotion..... i hate my life, but it is now kind of worth living coz i have a new baby....
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