LIFE SUCKS

FML

Why did I spend thousands of dollars and 4 years for a piece of paper that tells employers you still don't have enough experience to work for us. I got lucky after scheool, I did have a decent job making 20$ an hour, but that was short lived because the lustful bastards didn't want a female making that kinda money, so they weaseled me outta there. So my financial situation got worse, on unemployment, not to mention the entire time I'm in a long distance relationship. My bf who loves and supports me the best way possible is also a recent college grad who hates his dead end job. Tryin to maintain a LDR when your hours away with no financial security is difficult. Spending money to see each other only once a month is wasteful because we could be using it to get an apt together. We can't get a job in the same city, let alone our own. I'm depressed and I'm losing hope...period. I'm so over this sad situation and its frustrating to know that I have to wait for the economy to improve just for me to start a life with him. At this point I don't even want to have children because my future isn't even secure. So I'm still looking for a job here, there, or anyfuckingwhere with my relationship hanging in the balance. Great.