LIFE SUCKS

life sux

everytime i go home i hate it it feels like a punch in the gut like WHEN YOU HERE ABOUT YOUR FRIEND GOT SHOT AND YOU WERE WOUNDERING WHERE SHE WAS COUSE SHE WAS NOT AT SCHOOL THEN YOU FIND OUT THE NEXT DAY!!!! anyway im 14 and not going to say anything more about my info like a name and stuff. when i get older i am moveing to california (i think i spelt that wrong)and not going to have anything to do with my friends i just want to like that or a little of my family i will talk to them every once in a while but not as much. i no i will nerver be an actor but i really want to try to be one because i love to asct and enertain but no one will stay and listen to me whrn i practise my lines for a school play. it makes me really mad. i am always there for anyone when they fall but when i fall.....no one will help me i have to get up myself while they keep on walking. i want to move to hollywood to start acting and aditioning i really want to try it soo bad i love to do that so much that is my goal in life to act but when i do i want my reall name to die and my fake name to soar like i was born with that name