Hello, i HATE my life, yet Im only 12 year old. I live in England and go to Newstead WOod School but life SUCKS!!!
Home is the worst, my parents hit me ignore me, make me cry, make me sad, swear at me, make me work, make life unfair, ALWAYS take my brothers side, think they are the best parents (IN THEIR DREAMS) just because i have food and clothes and a roof over my head does Not mean they are good parents, I would rather be poor but have a loving and caring family. Thats all ive wished for YEARS. My parents fight a lot over millions of things, i run away and get caught and the hit, and on two occaision the police came to my house because my parents were fighting (physically!) and i hate my LIFE!!! My parents are alse Polish, which means they are different and so am i, i dont have an acccent but my mum does and so on. My mums a nurse and dads a teacher (thats ok) but until yr 7 i was bullied constantly for who me and my parents were, my name, my second name, my house, my parents accent, what they looked like, what we ate, what we did, how we did it, why we did it so basically EVERYTHING!!! i used to dread parents evenings, when my friends and teachers could meet my parents!!!! ARGGGHH. Everyday i dont want to come home, yet i have to, because im scared of having to cry again and be miserable. Im meant to be Christian and believe in God, but all those days i ve asked for a happy and loving family it hasnt come yet. I want to die!!!! School was never good, its been better past 6 montgs, since i dont get bullied. And everyday i have to see all those kids who have such AMAZING AND FAB mums and dad and families and realise how unlucky i am . I try to think on the positive side that there is someone with worse issues than me but it rarely works
LIFE SUCKS AND I CANT WAIT TILL I DIE