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Lonely Friday night

Posted by anonymous at December 3, 2011
Tags: 2011 December  Loneliness

I have been single for a year and a half now and I'm in my early 30's. Even if there was a prospect I would have to reveal to them that I have depression, anxiety, herpes, a cigarette addiction and have trouble trusting. Time is flying and I'm so behind socially and emotionally. I've been working at it for years and still struggle. Sure, job is on track but I go home to an empty apartment every night and then when the weekend comes, it can hit me. I go out alone and I have friends, but sometimes you just want to stay in with someone else and share and be, but together. I remember it. Not that I've had solid healthy relationships, but I remember having that person. It's been so long now and it gets scary. Hard to keep being strong and thinking positive. A recent crush opened up this can of worms inside me and the rejection has nothing to do with me, but it made me remember and even have hope of that connection. I'm just so tired.


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By anonymous at 06,Jan,12 00:13

I know how you feel.


By anonymous at 07,Jan,12 00:35

It is hard what you are going through,I am sorry,but I tell you what,be happy with yourself once you use the same strngth and resistance you have been applying at work on your personal life and are happier in your own skin I am sure you will find the one who deserves you and other way
smile loosen up and be happy


By anonymous at 08,Jan,12 19:44

How can you find love if you don't love yourself? You need to address your own challenges and learn to be happy alone before you can pull someone into the mix. Let's turn he tables... Do you want someone who isn't strong? Wevarevattracted to confident people... So if you don't fix yourself it will be hard to ind someone. Now with regards to herpes and being single..... There is actually a locution.. First you need friends.. That's easy. Unless you are a down right mean person.there isn't a reason you can't have friends . Go to www.meetup.com. Here you will find things to do activities that interest you... There USA group of people there who all have one thing in common... Herpes . So no one is ashamed..it is what it is.... There are also many sites try www.positivesingles.com. But before all this works you gotta be confident and strong


By anonymous at 27,Jan,12 12:11

Thank you for reading. It helps that you all have hope for me. I like reading "not really that bad". : ) I am continuously working on these issues and I have to ignore the ticking clock! It does me no good. I switched to electronic cigs and anxiety is more the problem than depression. I feel such panic about not finding someone who can accept me. I know the work is about accepting myself. Some days are worse than others. I appreciate your comments and support!


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