Get Paid For
Using Social Sites!

Stop Anxiety
and panic attacks

Save Your Relationship
No Matter How Bad
Your Situation Appears

How to overcome
your powerty demons

LIFE SUCKS

Stories submitted by real people.

[Tell Your Story]

Categories:

Abuse  Addictions  Alcohol  Anger  Anxiety  Appearance  Attitude  Bad Luck  Childhood  Crime  Death  Disappointment  Drinking  Drugs  Environment  Failure  Family  Friendship  General  Health  Independent circumstances  Job  Justice  Juvenile problems  Life Story  Loneliness  Meaninglessness  Mistakes  Money  Philosophical  Poverty  Prank  Racial  Relationship  Religion  Reputation  School  Sexuality  Society  Sociopathy  Stepdad  Stepmom  Stress  Tragic Events  Unemployment  Violence  


Archive by Month:
July 2012
2012 June
2012 May
2012 April
2012 March
2012 February
2012 January
2011 December
2011 November
2011 October
2011 September
2011 August
2011 July
2011 June
2011 May
2011 April
2011 March
2011 February
2011 January
2010 December
2010 November
2010 October
2010 September
2010 August
2010 July
2010 June
2010 May
2010 April
2010 March
2010 February
January 2010
December 2009
November 2009
October 2009
September 2009
August 2009
July 2009
June 2009
May 2009
April 2009
March 2009
February 2009
January 2009
November 2008
October 2008
September 2008
May 2008
February 2008
January 2008


Ads:

Poor excuse for a person

Posted by IDN at November 23, 2011
Tags: Anxiety  Attitude  2011 November  Unemployment

I've never had high expectation for my life. I figured, I'd at least scrape out a meager living. I could live with a dead-end job, with no hope of advancement. I could deal with a crap apartment. I just want to be able to take care of myself.

I had a job about 4 months ago, for 2 months. Before that, I had been unemployed for 2 years. I was happy again. I final felt like I could take care of myself. But my employers didn't like my perpetually anxious state. Despite my efforts, I failed them. I wasn't good enough. No one wants a person with so much anxiety, depression and an inferiority complex that just won't quit.

It seems that anytime I start to feel better about myself, like I'm living up to my potential in someway, my confidence gets ripped away from me. It was the same story with school. I feel lucky that I managed to graduate high school.

I'm told "Just get up, dust yourself off and try again". But after you've been kicked down so many times, the whole thing seems like its set up so I can never win.

All I have is my best friend, the love of my life. If I lost him. I would truly have nothing left. It sounds horrible but, I don't think I could go on living without him. I wish I could give him more then just my love. I just have nothing to offer other then that.

Life sucks.


Votes:


Similar Entries:
loneliness is my best friend April 16, 2012
I hate my Life April 7, 2012
fuck life fuck this world fuck every fucking thing July 7, 2010
Without purpose or hope January 8, 2012
19 years March 6, 2012



New Comment

Comments:
By anonymous at 30,Dec,11 14:42

It's like a page from my own life. I hate when people who don't understand a disorder try to spout off cliches and claim it a magic, universal fix. The fact is anxiety is a disorder because it happens for no real reason, and it's unstoppable. I now take meds to stop the constant attacks but the 'nervous' feeling is always there. Some meds like ritilin can help the attacks and the dose is so low, around 10mg, that there are no life altering affects other than a near complete removal of the vicious anxiety attacks. I know it isn't much but you are not alone in this type of thing and many of us out here suffer from the same things. I certainly hope you can find a way to cope and perhaps find something you feel comfortable with.


By awesome link building at 24,Sep,13 15:22

z0AtUE I truly appreciate this blog post.Thanks Again. Awesome.


By best link build at 16,Oct,13 06:59

EzsdRV Great blog post.Really thank you! Will read on...


New Comment