LIFE SUCKS

My life sucks

Ok well first off i havent seen my dad in two years. I feel he deosnt want to see me again and yes i've called him. Ive moved away from my whole family. and i feel i dont even know them anymore. My parents are forcing me to get a job,I literly about to fail shcool,everybody in my new neiborhood hates me,THis girl i absolutly hate is flirting with my biggest crush that i cant seem to get over.I did some dirty stuff with a guy and i like him but he doesnt like me back and is constantly flirting with a girl three years younger than me.And after doing the dirty with me he told me he regreted it. And the bad part i dont.This guy that i used to hang out with is telling everybody im doing the dirty with him. And is ignoring me now. My bestfriends a back staber.And im grounded for dear life. Oh and i cant hold a relationship and every time i find a guy i like he deosnt like me back.