I'm having a heard time i dated this guy for 7 years. When I was seventeen I got pregnent at 17 he wouldnt help me I got a job well still going to high school because he claimed he wasn't gunna help at all. One day we got in a really bad fight because I found out he was cheating on me. We got into a rlly bad fight and he beat me soo hard I was in alotta pain I was 4 and a half months pregnent at the time. I knew someting was really so I went to the doctor I lost the baby it really fucked me up watching the ba. Life by come out of me and die. I started to get really depressed I kept trying to kill myself. I gradated high school thinking I wouldnt see my ex anymore I'd et over things I couldnt I kept trying to kill myself. Finally I started doing cocaine everything was good until I started doing crack.. I couldnt suppourt my habbit I bacame a prouite at 21. I got arrested for crack now I might go to jail its not far I've lost everything to drugs . Everyone says I'm to young to do drugs and walk the streets at 21 but I miss my baby I'm soo sad over it I go trew so much shit. All I'm doing is numbing the pain of losing my baby boy |
Also, the loss of your baby is so tragic and sad. But you are making it so much worse by not accepting the pain. Believe it or not, pain weakens with time. But not if you keep avoiding it. Face the pain and heal the wounds.
Ask for help. Stop doing drugs. Get in touch with old friends and family. Stay away from boys for a while. Get a job. Start studying. And you will be on your way to fulfill your life the way you want to.
Good luck. I really do hope you succeed, and if there is a God.. please God, help this girl.
P.s. Don't go all lesbian like San Francisco cos of a few arsewipes
Bye
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