my life sucks
i havent had a real friend my entire life. no one i can be completily honest with. i want that to change, soo badily. but im shy, naive, prideful, and i start shaking whenever i get in a relaxed conversation with anybody! i try, oh i try, im constantly uncomfortable, surounded by thease people, who dont know my name,and who i cant hear cause i have bad ears. And rarely when i get the courage to be carefree and talk, im mocked, taunted, and people plain out dont like me. its as if, they dont like me when im being me, no one does. i hate it. i thought my only friends in this world were my sisters, they dont trust me because im so naive that i cant keep they're secrets. so i just give them away any time someone asks. i hate my life, im optimistic that things will get better, but it sucks that no one around me likes me for me. . . | |
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