Life sucks, it sure does.
Every day for the past.... well I cant even remember how long anymore, a long time... every day has been shit.
I quit my full time job as the company I was working for screws over its employees, this is the third time I have been burnt out from this role. No support, no care, nothing.
I come home to a fiance I love endlessley and yet cant trust. He is a compulsive liar, has friends who are trouble makers and liars. Since we got together this has been an issue, and has created plently of problems, especially involving one girl. I know that a relationship is built on trust, but what else do I have.
No social life, no friends, people dont seem to understand me, want to know me or want to be around me.
My parents have numerous mental health problems, seeing them for five mins is like an eternity of anxiety for me.
I went to the Drs to talk to someone about possible bi-polar & anxiety and I was turned away as they were too busy, after waiting an hour and a half to speak to someone.
The only thing that was pulling me through was the hope of going on holiday, which was cancelled as my partner spent the holiday money on a new car for himself.
I dream to pack up and run away, and yet I have no money, motivation, or confidence to do this.
End it all cause I just cant do it anymore. | |
Marriage problem? Has he cheated on you? Is he a good father? NO cheating? Good father? May be you need some more patience just for now. Try this, stay home and be a full time mum and make it up to your husband. See what he does as a true family man will work around it.
He cant? divorce him, get the daughter, and live on umployment until you have money. Cant divorce? make him mad enough to hit you hard while the hidden video camera nearby is on and report to the cops. Get him into a jail, or arrest, then quickly or slowly move to another state with your daughter depending on how long he will be detained.
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