LIFE SUCKS

Try to leave something bad, then it gets worse.

I moved away from Florida to Colorado over 2 months ago. I thought moving would help me by removing me from the affair with a married man. No one warned me about how terrible looking for a job here would be. Ive been through all of my money and borrowed others to pay my bills. Imvery depressed. Ive been living with my sister and she told me tonight to stop feeling sorry for myself. She knows I have suffered from depression my whole life. Ive been a server for over 8 years and have been told im excellent at it. I guess no one in Denver thinks I am because they would rather hire some person with less experience and that dresses like they just got out of bed. I have not had a boyfriend in 4 years yet I get hit on and my friends back in Florida think im awesome. If I dont get a job in 3 weeks my car will be repoed and ill pretty much have nothing. I just dont know what to do anymore.