I know my story isn't that bad but I wanted to see what other people make of my situation. For a summary, I am a 19 yr old female with pretty much no life at the moment. I had a bad past and I received my GED and have a paralegal certificate but no job, no car, and no real friends. Obviously If I have my GED, it means there are reasons why I dropped out of HS and I lost touch with all of the shitty ppl from my past schools. My social life revolves around meeting people online. I mean if I met mature people, I wouldn't mind but there are some hypocrites that start to think something is wrong with me because Im resorting to CL. Or they end up flakes. And that's not the case at all. I always try to meet new friends in person. I take classes here and there for hobbies but I never seem to connect with ppl on the 'hanging out level'. Ppl are busy with their college lives, friends, family, kids etc. They are there as a hobby or to relieve stress. Even if I did meet a friend in person, like I sad, they are busy with their own lives and they're not going to keep in touch with me or is interested in hanging out with me all the time. I need someone just like me but I dk where to look except to try the internet =(. I can also see why some ppl start to get insecure and uncomfortable, who would openly admit that they met their friend, partner, etc on the internet? I feel like some desperate loner on the internet when I know I am not bad looking and Im fit... but life just forces me to be a loner. I haven't had real close friends for 3 yrs now. I just need a full time job right now so atleast Ill have something to do and get my mind off of being lonely.
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