Its somewhat releiving that this site exists and there are many lonely people in this world. I thought it was only me who is lonely. It gives me relief to see that i have company atleast here, if not in my life.
I am a 22 year old guy, tall and above average in looks. I feel lonely and sometimes feel like committing suicide. I have no real friends and thats the reason i think im lonely. I am also in love with a girl but she is already with a guy( i dont know whether they are a couple or good friends). I dont have the confidence to talk to her. I am a software engineer, im technically good and feel confident in office and seem to have a lot of friends there. But in home, i am very lonely. The main reason i think is because i am shy, dont have self confidence(makes a huge difference) and im not very open with others(hence less friends). I am very kind , want to help people suffering and want to give love and get love. Its very hard for me to mingle with people and im more uncomfortable with girls. I want to create a good first impression but always fuck up somehow, my "so called friend" gets all the attention. He talks behind my back and makes fun of me, thats one of the reason for my confidence level. Recently im very good im my office work and it gives me lot of confidence, but when it comes to socializing, still im very shy. Sometimes i can be very mingling(when my confidence level is high), but again after some days, the same old shy character comes back. My voice becomes dusk and feel like not speaking instead of fucking up. I dont even know whether you readers are getting what i have written, but somehow i feel good that im expressing myself.
I want this story to help me and help all the depressed readers out there. I know the reasons of my loneliness and also know the solutions to overcome it(probably many of you readers also do). But its feels too fucking hard, especially if the confidence level is so low. I have started mingling with people and sometimes its very hard. But i beleive that you cant turn around your life in a moment. A moment may seem like changing your life, but what it does is gives you confidence. But working hard on your weakpoints is necessary. We just have to ignore the bad comments by others(dont give a fuck about it), everybody makes mistake. There are many good people out there, start mingling with them. For all of you who feels lonely like me, i want to say just HOLD ON, DONT GIVE UP and finally DONT EVER LOSE HOPE.
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