I have only gone out 3 times in a year. Probably 20 the year before. I need to go to the dentist but I have severe anxiety about it. I have no friends, not a SINGLE one, just my mom and my dog. I don't work obviously and my mom's health isn't great. Even if I felt like I could go out, I would never work for anyone else. I have strong feelings about it. I have a lot of fear and tremendous dark thoughts and sadness inside. The SS office wants to see me in person in a month but I have agoraphobia so I can't leave. I feel like I need a miracle to happen in order for me to become the person I am supposed to be, but that seems far-fetched. | |
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