I am at my wits end, truly. My husband and I moved to another country 8 years ago which we absolutly hate and since moving our whole standard of living has droped dramatically. We would have left and gone back home if we could have but now my oldest daughter has two children and is not even in a very good relationship, hence, we can't and would never leave her here on her own to move back to our home country at the other side of the world.... I feel like a prisoner.
We have no money left any more,and are both in jobs which we hate. We don't go out as money is too tight. Can't stand the culture of these people so really don't want to mix with them.
I know it sounds like I should change my aptitude and maybe things will change, but believe me iv'e tried. This situation is awfull, we just go to work, walk the dog and sit down and watch tv all the time. I think I am going insane. I have too lovely grandchildren and two daughters who I love dearly and am so greatful for them, so I feel extremly selfish for feeling this way.
How can I pick my life up and get it back on track? Bare in mind we have no money to do anything at all not even to buy little gifts for our grandchildren.
My husband hates this country even more than I do, so he is no form of support regarding this situation. | |
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